I'm not sure of anything except for the fact that I know I am in the center of Gods will. It is only because of Him that I am where I am now. I cant do anything with out Him guiding me and teaching me. When I forget that He brought me here to share His glory and love I get caught up in not being good enough for other people or as skilled as others. Always after I think discouraging thoughts He always corrects me and shows me why I am here. We are all different, not meant to be clones. He knows there is something I can bring for His kingdom. Maybe I don't know what that looks like yet but He is teaching me to fully trust in Him and all my fears fade away of this world and people and joy takes over.
" I am all around you, hovering over you even as you seek My Face. I am nearer than you dare to believe, closer than the air you breathe. If My children could only recognize My Presence, they would never feel lonely again. I know every thought before you think it, every word before you speak it. My Presence impinges on your innermost being. Can you see the absurdity of trying to hide anything from Me? You can easily deceive other people, and even yourself; but I read you like an open, large-print book.
Deep within themselves, most people have some awareness of My imminent Presence. Many people run from Me and vehemently deny My existence, because My closeness terrifies them. But My own children have nothing to fear, for I have cleansed them by My blood and clothed them in My righteousness. Be blessed by My intimate nearness. Since I live in you, let Me also live through you, shining My Light into the darkness."
Psalm 139 : 1-4 ; Ephesians 2 : 13 ; 2 Corinthians 5 : 21 -Sarah Young. Jesus Calling